I knew this would happen. but what can I do? I'm too naive to think that I can balance out everything. I thought I'll always have a way, guess I'm so wrong. Not everything would turn out the way I expected it to be.

Its scary -the dagger stares and monotonous voice, like as though we're strangers. Will it helped if I try to please you? Maybe I should leave you alone from now onwards. I'm scare to see a change in you and I dont want it to happen so from now, I'm going to leave you alone. Until...one day. One day when you're fine ,when you start to forgive me.

Get well soon