what happened to you?I read about your blog, search for you, but couldnt see you online. yet,I cant remember your no., my phone is lost, i couldnt text you. are you feeling very hurt right now? I'm so sorry I'm not there, I know it doesnt make a difference if I'm there.

but...I'm so worried.

and i felt guilty too, to you,K.
you're really nice but Everything is not like what other people imagine us to be.
It gets too far now, I really have to stop.
I'm sorry.

I'm such a loser, really.