If the world is coming to an end, what would you want to do?

It's 0630 in the morning now.Other than the soft ticking of the clock, my room is silent. My head so heavy, my mind is blank. I woke up from a dream at 3am. Thinking that if today is the end of the world, what would I do? I couldn't find an answer. I was afraid, so I gave M a call and his voice calm me down. Such a repose voice. (:

I woke up at 3.45 by the sound of rain beating incessantly on my windowpanes . and as you know, I'm afraid of thunder. I feel like someone is coming to get me. So I switched on my com, listened to the azure ray and the morning jacket to soothe my chattered soul.

4.15 am- Believe it or not, I kept thinking about Sherry. His face at school when I said Hi and his face at his wake. It doesnt even looked like him.

5am - I have no idea why I woke up suddenly but at that point of time, I really wish I could cuddle M. He always put me to sleep.

6am - My stomach aching so badly. Ugh

This is insomnia, isnt it?