fastest fingers first!

wanting to get knotted tunic so badly from The Scarlet Room. I waited ever so patiently for the clock to strike 8 - the released of new collection, and was super hyped up because I really want this harem high wasited pant so much(turns out to be it's model own) so I frantically hoped that I'll see something I like and ta-daaaaaa, THE KNOTTED TUNIC! I wasnt too sure of it at first, like... do i really like it? but then after 5 mins, I was like.. fuck yea, it will look awesome. and just when I was one click away from payment, it's sold out. what a luck, seriously? in such a short period of time it's sold out? I'm so pissed with myself.

and because I was so so excited and desperate to get something I like, I bought a vintage blouse which I dont know if mm.. I really like it? But I feel happy that I've got something and definitely proud of myself because that's the only piece! like I could breathe in fresh air and ease my muscles, finally.

All the above, was what I felt 5 hours ago.

Now I'm sitting in front of the computer, scrutinizing the vintage blouse, I'm not too sure about how I feel.If only knotted tunic werent out of stock, I dont think I will even buy the blouse? Pray it will look good.

I kinda like the 'dying to get something but you cant get it in the end' feeling? It makes me even want moreeee.I'm hungry for clothes and I think I'm psychotic. I think I really can relate to Rebecca Bloomwood, if she exist.

Anyways next time, blog shopping.., fastest fingers first!