so hard to pass time

I'm sitting in front of my computer now,listening to Mew - Comforting sounds, trying to think of something to type to pass time. cause when the clock strikes 3, I can sleep in peace. okay, I'll take back my words. Probably I dont even have the time to take a short good 20mins nap for there's so many programmes on a nice breezy saturday.

Berwin must be sleeping soundly now, so the idea of calling him is definitely not a good option. umm, what can I do?

 

Too tired to bathe, too heavy to get up,I'm filled with so many illegally downloaded depressants. umm..oh! I've got a good news to share! In 2 days time, I'm going phuket! (: I'm so happy, like tripping over licorice laces happy. Like twirling around with rainbowed coloured swans happy.Happiness in a bottle! and on top of it, attachment had officially ended.uh not really, one more day, next saturday. And I swear to myself this time I'll work to 3pm. No more morbidity behaviour like today.Feelings of nervousness escalated as the time ticks by. It's so vexing.

I'm also very very tired I could just close my eyes and die.Like now.and hungry. Like as always. Not nice at all. I'm heading town in a few hours time and I prognosticate time will pass unevenly later, in strange lurches and dragging pulls.Sucks. I need some turbo coffee. or dao huey at least?

zzz (tick...tock...tick..tick) it's still 2pm

Huge cravings for soupy food. Like beef stew at Cedele and promegranate tea.YUMS. Cravings, they are not real. I just want to want them, but I dont need food in my stomach for now or later. Maybe salad. good choice

I cant continue anymore. why is it so hard to pass time urghhh