Undertow

Life's bleak for the past few weeks. Basically just sit in front of the computer 24/7, eat yanyan and watch skin. There's nothing I could do, or rather want to do. I wondered where everyone is.Everyone's busy - working, schooling,grounded,going out with other friends. For the past 2 weeks, seriously I do not have a life at all. Everything was dead,everything i see was negative and sad. I'm a person who cant stay at home for nuts and to stay at home for almost 2 weeks without any solace, I felt like I'm being left out. By far,it was the worst holiday ever. 

I started to voice out, by attempting to tell my problems of boredom and lonliness to some friends. However, either they replied halfway and disappeared or if not they said they would called back but didnt. well, honestly, i dont expect much. I mean sometimes one cant even understand themselves, let alone understand me. I guess at the period of time,my friends are going through shit stuffs too. One way to save myself from all the evil thoughts that are assaulting my mind is to be independent and to change the way I think about the situation( which completely help). 2 weeks w/o fun doesnt mean end of the world, doesnt mean my friends don't give a shit about me anymore, doesnt mean I have no life. Cause soone or later , more boisterous  fun will be coming my way. This 2 boring weeks, it's just like taking a break 

from  my life. oh well.

Anyway,

the 3rd week of my holiday, it's like everything is picking up tremendously. I'm super contented, 

really (: Few days ago, met Adrian for supper and had a great time talking to him. He's such an 

awesome friend. Met Patricia for tanning at Sentosa and Yifen for her farewell dinner.I guess 

she's at Aussie by now.Then my granny's birthtday and Arthur's 21st. It was haha oddly,crazily fun.

Thanks to the booze. Ryan's the highlight of the night man. We painted each other toenails red 

and J painted Ryan's mouth red(yes, nail polish!) haha it was hilarious.Ryan then proceeded to 

Joel's house which i seriously think if someone saw him, they would think he's a lunatic. He

totally look like a complete transexual geisha. Anw, it was a great night, not to mention that LY 

missed out all the fun.

Nazi's 25th birthday, held at her cousin's house. She look awefully stunning. Hope you enjoyed your 

day (:

Yummy cake ;) haha

Raihana dressed as Audrey Hepburn

Next week, both Abby and I are setting up a stall at mildstones,flea market at Timbre 2. I've being

putting a lot of effort on the necklace I make. Hopefully, we're able to sell it out. Albeit

lacking of sleep badly,I'm super excited about the flea woohoo! I cant waittt already.

alright people, time to make more necklace! Till then.