Im way exhausted. Sometimes my world seems so lifeless when attachement starts. Whine,sleep, eat, sleep and sleep is what I do best now. Somehow, I kinda like this attachment, I mean everyting about it - like say waking up at 5am every morning, drinking a cup of milk and chewing on chocolate coated digestive biscuits before going to work and feeling tired everyday. I feel like I'm doing something, contributing to something, it makes me feel less useless.

I'm very very satisified now or so I thought