Letter To My Only Love

If you could read Chinese, I would write a letter to you to tell you about all the wonderful things you did.
and if I could speak Cantonese fluently, I want to spend my whole day talking with you.
There is so much so much that I want to say but time is ticking fast and I feel like I'm always not filial enough to pay you more visits.

I was in awe of you in your 90s,with your clear mind, deep wisdom, and boundless energy.Everyone likes you cause your smile is as beautiful as the sun, your heart is as big and forgiving, your touch to others, esp me is so soft and nice. I know, all my life, no one in this world can ever make me feel this way,let alone my dad or mum, can give me this kind of familiar feeling.

If you cannot walk anymore, it's okay. I'll would try to earn my every single penny to hire a caregiver for you. I would definitely NOT send you to old folk's home like what my uncle said, this i promise you. If you are afraid to stay in the hospital, I would come to see you everyday
and accompany you and listen to you and be your guardian angel. If you don't want to go for an operation, I'll respect you and tell all the stupid fools who encourage you to go through the risk to keep their damn mouth shut. So please, dont be scared, dont be apprehensive,dont cry, dont have nightmares at night, and dont say that you are dying and give up on yourself. You are 93 and still a long way to go, so stop saying you are seeing things and dont leave me now, not yet.You still have to attend my wedding years down the road. God wont take away nice people just like that. Be strong and positive cause you are going home soon, very soon.

Im so proud of you and will alwaysbe here for you.
I will miss you everyday and I know you can hear me. Im waiting for you, so get well soon.
Love.