Don't have to be afraid of August 1st!Rawrrr

Late night swimming, soaking my warm body into the ice cold freezing water. Albeit it's only for a short 5 mins before the guard called me up, it feels like the problems in my head have disperse away. I've awakened, my head cleared, my emotionals partially gone. Those fucking thoughts aint kicking my ass anymore.

I don't wish to show interest anymore,it's not like I've shown any but I dont see where we're going man. Your ex-gf is still crazy and raving over you, I'm alr tired having a blast with my life, why would i want to fight for something I'm uncertain of?Why do I have to look at only one tree  when there's a forest around me. Say I'm giving up easily or whatever, I just dont want to plunge myself into a supermassive black hole.I'll still hang my hopes out on the line, but please do not let them withered by the sun. As the saying goes, what belongs to you would eventually belongs to you.

I'm in for the kill. Don't regret the decision I make today.

If only i  sounded more persuasive

If only you could take more initiative

but it's ok (: I'll be seeing you very soon and it will be better than anything else

Idk how to sum up these 2 weeks but we're out everyday - fleas,ignite' gig at rp,abby's house,little india x2,serangoon gardens x3,sheesha at arab,meeting adrian reez and co,marque,natty,bff,kuang, them crashing at my house,eating nans & tandoori chickens, drinking teh alia ice milo, having dim sum at desker,smoking at the void deck, getting high, booze booze and booze, shopping and found a very vintage beaded cardigan which I love it to the max,cabbing... omg i dont think i can rmb the rest anymore.

Ignite

Arab ST



bff's house for a round of monopoly and drinks



mtv until 7am


crashin'. watching Russell Peter
Desker Road -Dim Sum & Naan






Portugese Egg Tart
Mei Cai Fatty Pork
My fav! Fried Beancurd Prawn Roll
Siew Mai
Har Gaw
xlb

overflowing ideas

so much to contemplate; but nothing about school.  

There's tons of DIY ideas in my head,and ideas about making money, ideas about going overseas with friends,ideas about setting up our sekret company.

Im gonna get-get! The materials for my DIY this thurday.

ready,set,go!

and exams dates are out. bad news. 19Aug is the day we have our 1st paper and also the day we touch down to homeland. Wish us luck (:

cant wait for fri-ah-ddd-ay! actually I cant wait for everyday to come. Everyday is a good day!

:D :D :D

For a dose of Special K

Helipad + homeclub






on the way to homeclub

red light district



the best time to have nasi goreng and teh alia or a cup of cold ice milo


the night was inexplicable.Albeit the crowd at heli was not as good as last time,we had fun dancing in our own world.It wasnt a blast but it was'nt bad as well.I suppose the downside of it was that we will too tired to continue until 6.anw, guys! it's bloody 9am, I cant sleeeeep :(

I think after that phone call which I sounded drunk and stupid, I'm in ruins :(

School

so what I've passed my lab test today, so many 'problems' are coming our way. Truckloads of projects, exams and my killer attendance rate. It's by far the worst absent record. Some nice friends was like telling me" hey Joey, rmb to come for the next lesson cause the lecturer is nagging" or like" why dont I see you around in school? Dont need to go for lessons?" But I was like thinking "screw yourself, mind your own business."

Crude as it sounds but because even w/o emphasizing it,I know it myself very well, I mean all the attendance shit and stuffs. and it's not like putting more alarm clocks in my room or sleeping early can solve my problems. True enough, it works,but partially.

I dont like my behaviour towards school too but I just cant find the perfect solution to solve it. For eg, piano lessons. My parents want me to learn so badly but have they ever think that I would like it or not? NO. I was young and clueless, so I went for it.When I grew up and have a say eventually, lugging an uninterested attitude to learn something that I dont really fancy was a tormentous task to do. and I suppose this example is related to my school now. I love school but do I like the course? Not really. but somehow every morning when i wake up, I've to drag myself out of bed and motivation comes from saving myself from getting troubles, not because I'm excited to learn about injections or whatever.And after a long period of this cycle, I grew sick and tired of it and mentality tells me to fuck school, just take a mc. 

which is

not good at all. If there's something I like to do, I guess waking up early or sleeping late would not be a problem. The keyword here is lack of motivation. and I shall stop running away anymore. It's time for me to deal with it. I want to graduate with pride and glory, not someone who is blacklisted.

anyway,nuff said. Prolly anyone who read this must be thinking I'm such a rebel (Whatever floats your boat)

From this point onwards,my remedy to cure this "fuck school" disease is to buy more alarm clocks and put  somewhere far from my bed. and to brainwash myself "NURSING RAWKS MY SOCKS!!!" haha YEAAAA -.- zzz im sure of it. whatever it is, one more month to exams and end of the semester. I can pull through this (:

On a happy note, tics to hk have been booked!!!

I'm going to study now, you heard that, yes study! Till then.

lab test tmr *cross my fingers x126798 times

if you cut mohawk, I'll cut my hair short.

All I want is...

i think i might like...or maybe not

Demon sleep at 3am/angel wake up at 3

" Come & have breakfast with me tomorrow."

Slam Dunk

Hello saturday! (:

A very impromptu decision to set up a stall for the slam dunk flea market at Homeclub. Tash was involved this time round! My main purpose of poking my nose into these is because I can get to shop around and buy something. Besides I've never really been to a flea market before except in bkk. So as I was roaming around, I thought the clothes are selling at like 5ish? but then it's all above 15bucks which some are rather unworthy. Anw, what I wanted to say is, bkk flea's stuffs are dirt cheap. 1 shoe for 1 buck?! and ironic thing is these pple are bringing stuffs from bkk back to spore to sell. -.- 

but Abby & I brought a lot though. HAHA

guess who i saw!?!?!?!so long,dude

okay finally good news, I'm going HK again this aug with bff and mum! (: (tad wierd but who cares when we have the same goal which is to shop haha) FINALLY NEW CLOTHES!!! My next buy will be a closet!

All this will come true provided I pass my important lab test this friday. 

Yum Yum

skins 

I'm just living life to the fullest and I dont want school to start.

Photos from Ashylnn's SLR 

 


out shopping with Nat and abby at town. sell away so many clothes, it's time to get some. haha. we took a lot of peektures of abby trying her clothes but cannot be shown. censor censor!
Timbre subsation with the goodfellas and with abby, loretta and Juan (: we couldnt breathe when the bill came



What we have been doing this few weeks- Chilling out at studio 6 and bar 1. I dont rmb going home actually. and wednesday for transformers (: It's sooo good and why is everybody only oogling at megan fox? Isabel Lucas is freaking hot too.







I've seen abby for 2 weeks everyday ever since flea market starts. good or bad thing? lol