my top 25 favourite songs

here's the ones that are always 

playing on my ipod and probably there are many more I won't be posting

here. It's quite funny when you looked back months later and tell yourself like" wtf? why i listened to all this songs at that time?"

1. Css - Patins
   
2. Green Day - 21 guns
3. B.E.P - Boom Boom Pow
4. Kaiser Chiefs - Everyday I love you less and less
5. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Maps ( accoustic)
6. Placebo - Special K
7. Green Day - The Static Age
8. Blink 182 - First date
9. Ladyhawke - Paris Is Burning Remix
10. The Killers - Mr Brightside
11. The Killers - Humans
12. Radiohead - Fake Plastic Trees
13. Coldplay - Postcards from far away
14. Katy Perry - Thinking Of You
15. Green Day - Before the Lobotomy
16. Michael Jackson - Beat It
17. Michael Jackson - Black Or White(watch the live video, i seriously feel like crying alr. His fame,so wasted)
18. Michael Jackson - Billie Jean
    
19. Pearl Jam - Last Kiss
20. Lenny Kravitz - Again
21. Red Hot Chilli Peppers - Otherside
22. Placebo - Where Is My Mind
23. Kings Of Leon - Use Somebody
24. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Heads Will Roll
    
25. 
    

Mildstones 4/5

4th day: The best night ever.with the goodfellas! family support! (:

Bryan Gomboa from West Grand. wee-u-wee. funny thing about this is nat and I met him during our Phuket trip a few months ago. I was telling her this guy look so familiar but i just cant recall who is he. We even talked to him for a little bit and think that he's damn cute. little did we know, he is BRYAN GOMBOA <33

goodfellas performance. we died dancing.timbre was fullhouselast day :( we sold our leftovers for a dollar or two. We dont care anymore. All we want to do is to get rid to our old clothes.happy birthday mummy (;overseas performancea very cute sight. everyone was on their feet!HomeclubDrag- us- to- hell timeI miss Mildstones sooooo much.

I wake up to find myself always wanting to get prepared to go timbre to set up our stall. learnt sooo damn much from this experience.I'll nv forget this. Im living to the fullest (:

Mildstones Day 2

Dark clouds enveloped the whole area when we started at 4 and it just kept raining incessantly. Our stocks were like damped. It started out really bad. because of the bad weather, timbre was empty and there's no customers at all :(

However,the air was filled with festivity! The bands did an amazing job. Abby & I were happily dancing to " I will survive!" Nobody give a shit abt the rain anymore. and Janell and Sri came to visit, so elated to see them! (:  We returned to our bird nest at 7am, can you believe it? We just sat by the river and talked. Amazing. To sum up, the night was pretty wierd haha, inside story (;

haha we took 120 unglam photos . of course im not gonna post all of them, siao.am really talking to someone, just so you know

MILDSTONES DAY 3

I'm beyond happy.Thanks Nat for coming down today (: The booze reaaaaally make us go krazy. and I sold a lot today. Today is an important day for me, I finally know my goals and I'm all out to get it. I'm really sick to type, let the peektures do the talking yea.

favourite food of all time: yan yan hehe

cute!








yayyy! here comes my chicken voice booth bitch






(:

lotsa camwhore photos i know. more to comeee..hehe tmr would be a blast! goodfellas,westgrand + awesome friends = neverending fun. I CANNOT WAIT. I can't believe I enjoyed all this so damn much.

A night's extravaganza

hahaha the story of the pink metronome, I'll nv forget about it for my whole entire life

and you're still as perfect

MILDSTONES DAY 1

walao when can I start to sleep early? i dont want to be a nocturnal animal. Desperately in need of some yellow pills man. Gimme gimme gimme~

Business was slowwwww today, wasn't much crowd. but we earn o-o-okayyy,shan't whine abt it. Hopefully more people will flock in from tmr onwards. I supposed it's tues, thus not as many people. and yayyyy I cant wait to see all my friends who are coming down to visit! (:

 yes I'm selling my fish eye T.Tleslie came to visit and pass me some guy's tee!liveband performing: october cherries, playing the 1970's.


and i brought the most expensive ciggarettes today. $13. kill.me.already

BodyChains

An unearthly 0530am,my eyes are heavy but just couldn't sleep. Tomorrow is the day we set up everything for the flea.Tuesday is the official date. Come on down. It's at Timbre 2, tuesday to saturday,6pm onwards. Anyways. I'm gonna be dead. I've got like 5 boxes of clothes and 1 luggage but no transport. Was feeling pretty hyped up initially but the excitement is gradually depleting.ahhh how?!

and due to making the necklaces( i called it the body chains) , I can't feel my hands anymore.Is there anything called the fingers massage?haha

Most importantly,hope someone knows how to appreciate my body chains.I know we are going to do well for the next 5days.

and if you're wondering, this is the body chains I'm making (:

credits to: fashiontoast, parkandcube,maisondesreveries

 

Undertow

Life's bleak for the past few weeks. Basically just sit in front of the computer 24/7, eat yanyan and watch skin. There's nothing I could do, or rather want to do. I wondered where everyone is.Everyone's busy - working, schooling,grounded,going out with other friends. For the past 2 weeks, seriously I do not have a life at all. Everything was dead,everything i see was negative and sad. I'm a person who cant stay at home for nuts and to stay at home for almost 2 weeks without any solace, I felt like I'm being left out. By far,it was the worst holiday ever. 

I started to voice out, by attempting to tell my problems of boredom and lonliness to some friends. However, either they replied halfway and disappeared or if not they said they would called back but didnt. well, honestly, i dont expect much. I mean sometimes one cant even understand themselves, let alone understand me. I guess at the period of time,my friends are going through shit stuffs too. One way to save myself from all the evil thoughts that are assaulting my mind is to be independent and to change the way I think about the situation( which completely help). 2 weeks w/o fun doesnt mean end of the world, doesnt mean my friends don't give a shit about me anymore, doesnt mean I have no life. Cause soone or later , more boisterous  fun will be coming my way. This 2 boring weeks, it's just like taking a break 

from  my life. oh well.

Anyway,

the 3rd week of my holiday, it's like everything is picking up tremendously. I'm super contented, 

really (: Few days ago, met Adrian for supper and had a great time talking to him. He's such an 

awesome friend. Met Patricia for tanning at Sentosa and Yifen for her farewell dinner.I guess 

she's at Aussie by now.Then my granny's birthtday and Arthur's 21st. It was haha oddly,crazily fun.

Thanks to the booze. Ryan's the highlight of the night man. We painted each other toenails red 

and J painted Ryan's mouth red(yes, nail polish!) haha it was hilarious.Ryan then proceeded to 

Joel's house which i seriously think if someone saw him, they would think he's a lunatic. He

totally look like a complete transexual geisha. Anw, it was a great night, not to mention that LY 

missed out all the fun.

Nazi's 25th birthday, held at her cousin's house. She look awefully stunning. Hope you enjoyed your 

day (:

Yummy cake ;) haha

Raihana dressed as Audrey Hepburn

Next week, both Abby and I are setting up a stall at mildstones,flea market at Timbre 2. I've being

putting a lot of effort on the necklace I make. Hopefully, we're able to sell it out. Albeit

lacking of sleep badly,I'm super excited about the flea woohoo! I cant waittt already.

alright people, time to make more necklace! Till then.

I want nobody nobody but chu!

Timbre @ substation ,listening to Goodfella's,celerating Nat's birthday (:
hahaha! sooooo cute
Greedy and nosy. but I want sunshine and bumpy and the capsule machine!An impromptu decision to go PLAY, Thursday = lesbian night (: Met Sijie(polyfriend).tsktsk! are you straight or what!oh and we saw Irene Ang and her gf, Rebecca Tan(fucking hot)!!! went Maxwell to have prawn noodles and home! I've to cab alone cause everyone stays at the West! :(the rest of the photos on fb. and after going for crooked club once again after so long,I felt that I like gay clubs better.I miss those times at st James with those divas and Nazi.It's one of the craziest craziest night I've ever had so far.

(:

Running..took big steps to run. When can I stop? I forgot what's the reason I started running already.

Tonight is actually a good opportunity for me but I just chose not to go.

Nothing's left. 

but well, at least I still see muffins and cakes. 

Eat Joey and shut up.

Things to do when you're feeling low (just in case)

well, just in case my mood goes down again, I can look at this for reference.

1. Fill my stomach. Eat until gag
2. Either watch a comedy or heart-wrenching movie
3. Book a ticket to somewhere. Or to be realistic, plan a holiday
4. Chocolate treat. Stuff all the chocos in your mouth
5. Spend an hour in your variety store of choice,set yourself a budget and buy some junk
6. Send a text to someone whom you dont know and say hello
7. Pamper yourself. Mask,exfoliate,condition,scrubs,mosturise.
8. Sign up for classes
9. Go through Dictionary and find some fun/ridiculous new words to add to your vocab
10. Eat Yan Yan!!!
11. Write a letter to yourself in the future. Then hide it. Maybe in the pocket of a cardigan you never ever wear.
12. Make a video diary and laugh at yourself afterwards
13. Tell someone cute, you're cute.
14. Take a nap with your head at the other end of the bed
15. Tell someone everything
16. Ask someone to sing you a song
17. Believe that everything is always getting better
18. Check out FML,MLIA or the dullest blog
19. Read horoscope or play tarot cards although they give you false hopes
20. Blast my speakers
21. Check out blogs and tell yourself that other's live a life worst than me.
22. Make a list of things you want to do to celebrate for the upcoming week
23. Feel the sun
24. Be optismistic, even if things doesn't turn out as what you expect
    
25. Smoke

and if all this doesn't work,drink cough syrup or eat pills to kill myself.

An untimely discovery does not do me good

hello little ones, I'm having insonmia again. Since yesterday, I almost scratched myself to bleeding death. Rashes is killing me,it felt like as though there're thousand of ants crawling on my body.A desperate dose of Dhasedyl is needed.

Anyway, I found a website(the dullest blog in the world) that is as funny as FML. oh but dont read it before you sleep, cause you will find yourself sitting upright and reading all the entries(which is what I'm doing now.)

Korea II

Here's a few of photos to sum up Korea trip.I'm feeling too indolent to upload the rest. I'll be back!

who's call is it, anyway?

when someone wants you, they treat you like gold.you're EVERYTHING.

when someone lost interest , they throw you aside.Fuck off, i dont need you anymore.They left for good.

If I were a boy

oh god pls forgive me. I commited a sin today. However it was really funny that everyone believe what i said.

and I trespassed St Gab's school just now, stole a fire extinguisher(i know, a bit retarded),climb over fences, walk past people who were oblivious to our presence haha.ahh shh hopefully we dont get caught. and my leg hurt a little ouch. I want to be a guy for a day

20th burfdae!

whenever i checked the time,  i see wierd timings like 0123am 0234am 1111am that sorta thing. It kinda creep me out, like as though end of the world is coming, which is, also, the fact. They said it's on 2012,22nd of September. I wonder what would I be doing.

Anyway, met up with Patricia and Yifen at Tampines One today. Simple and sweet celebration,having Thai express for dinner and secret recipe for dessert. YF's going to Aust soon. Everyone's leaving to somewhere good for attachment. I'm stuck at Spore doing shit.