AHhh June is here!

Half a year is gone. This 6 months hovered lke a filmstrip within my feet. Time passes even when it seems impossible cause I felt like I just woke up from a reverie(or maybe still living in one,hmm) The past 6 months have been great so far. Hopefully, days will get better and better (:

and it's patricia's birthday today. Happy 20th. See you in a while!

okay no, I'm happy like a kid again (:

like refugees, I'm lost like a refugee. There's a sourish feeling kicking in and I cant work my way out of it. I dont know what it is or how to explain. I need someone, I need a light on my shoulder. My luck is always not on my side. People come and go and I always moved on so quickly I cant find a place where I could fix myself in.Perceiving the love, it does matter now. When will you come to find me? I'm here,as always, it's been long and patience is running out.

MUSTAAAAFAA!

Of nasi briyani,teh alia,mee goreng,free lime juice,mutabak, our day ended with our stomach as round as a balloon. I swear I'm not eating already,I really can't. So after 6 long months, I finally met up with my sweetheart Enna at Lil India to have a very hearty meal. Darius, Ryan and Eric came to fetch us after roaming and messing arnd at Mustafa for yet another dinner/supper at Kembagang. yesss, indian food again. I missed out Above and Beyond today but still, the night was fun (: I guess having dinner with friends and catching up with them is so much better than clubbing. Now I've to wait for the end of the year for A&B but well, all's worth it. Love you,na!

I know adam lambert is the sex alright. his vocals is perfect and his oh-so-charming eyes melts my heart but then Kris Allen is the ultimate heart throb. He's so cute and the way he sings make me fall in love with him.I would rather cry for him than Adam cause I know Adam,for sure, confirmed win( that arrogant faceo) I'm so totally into Kris now,esp when he plays his guitar and sang 'heartless.' Go listen.

Anw, this was our class bbq gathering at Abb's house  a week ago. Nth much. It was pouring cats and dogs and the fucking weather dampen our moods. However it was fun at night tho, to see Abby danced and do things she wont do in her life.

Then, Alan's 20th birthday, as usual at his house. Met a lot of my sec school friends whom I've not seen for ages. Party was cosy and nice but i was so tired i fell asleep playing wii.

Time is getting faster when I'm having attachment now cause everyday I pray time would pass by faster so that I can go home,switch on my aircon and lie on my comfortable bed. Except playing with babies,paediatric ward has nth to do. The nurses don't allow us to feed( as though we will poison and kill them) and they dont allow us to dispense

medicine, I seriously have no idea what to do. Sometimes it get so boring I'll just go to the toilet and take a nap. haha! and I spent more than 

what I earn( actually I don't). $10 's gone on waffles, on lunch/dinner,drinks,snacks,transport. Now I'm offiially broke. and FAT.

Korea Part I

photos from Korea I took 1month ago. There's too many pictures, prolly the whole album consists 600-700 photos. Korea is beyond awesome and it need no introduction. anyway, this is only the first day of the 8days trip in Korea. Taken at Jeju.

my favourite milk. I drink it everyday

live octopus, dopest food.

teddy bear museum

smallest bear

I told my mum on the first day :"i dont want to go home, let's extend our stay" Sadly, because we joined group tours, they charged us a price way too expensive for the air tickets back to Singapore. 

Part II soon...

The Girls & The Robot

some photos from Zouk yesterday. 2 weeks of partying on a weekday, I reckon I should stop. having major breakouts and most importantly, no freaking energy to attend and concentrate in class. The crowd pretty much suck haha butter fact is much better, hot guys and girls are all there. I drank and got high and I became a robot. My eyes were closing because I was so tired due to someone.P/s Never club when you don't have enough sleep.

too sleepy,eyes too small. like that chio-er (:

hello stranger, happy birthday.

 Purse's ! haha

red like ^&%*#@ suck

Existence

I always believe everyone I loved would eventually leave me. Why am I always on the run. It suck. 

GET INVOLVE MY ASS!  in the end, after I prepared and everything, I sat in front of my computer and decided.... hmm maybe i should stay at home and I DID. tsk.

I started taking peektures and only few out of hundred came out

 okay. I think I'd really put on weight. how? I'm so bored on a saturday night. even my dad is out at some pub drinking with his ah gao friends but his daughter is sitting in front of the com doing nth.

I realised no matter how playful or tough you may look on the outside, there would always be a soft side of you. but I dont like seeing the soft side of people. ah just being random.

saturday night

You are almost sure to get caught up in something big today -- maybe a minor social uprising, maybe a spontaneous party. Don't hold back, as you need to take part as fully as possible

okay, the daily horoscope asked me to go out and get involve fully in something! GO OUT JOEY! go get involve!

0530am

I hate the sound of thunder and flashlights. 

It's like a nightmare whereby enemies invaded our country and bomb every single thing and we're like living in a protective shell,only to hear and catch a glimpse of what's happening outside.

I'm scare, stuck in my room and pointless if i call anybody up. I dont want to behave like a small girl. but I'm scare, I dont wanna go back to sleep.

Of cat women,booze and a rocky ship MEOW

okay I'm totally worned out from yesterday. I cabbed home from the 2hours lesson just so I could get my ass to bed faster and sleep longer and skip my dinner(no, I'm not on diet). However, because of the humid stifling weather, I woke up like at 5pm. I shouldnt have cab and waste money, given now that I'm super cash broke :(

anyway, that aside.yesterday's night at one degree was a ultimate blast woohoo. Must be the booze and yeaa those invigorating party people! J and I arrived at 11pm when the party actually starts at 4pm -.- just in time to cut cakes.

There's 2 birthday boys - Nelson and SY.

pale looking face T_T cut my hair recently and my fringe is gappy and short and feel disfigured so I decide to sweep all my back hair to the front and clip it to the side haha

This part I was high already. We burnt the orange. I was at the living room drinking, while watching the others danced their tiny brains to the dulcet tones of Tiesto and Armin. Minutes later, when I stood up, I realised I couldnt walked straight anymore and I was like shitttttt fuck it, let's get the party started (:

HAHAHAHAAA!

me: adrian adrian come look at this!

Adrian: wth hahahah

J: WEIIIIIIIII !

oh my darling J,dont kill me ok!

lesbian acts on the bed until someone insensitve invaded our territory

okay, too lazy to post up the rest of photos but there aint many either cause after our lesbian acts and harassing adrian, we went up to the upper deck to gossip heh heh. It was then I felt that the alcohol have murdered my throat and warmed my insides and I feel famished. Thus, I took all the leftover prawns and gobbled all up. Now you know why I wanna skip my dinner. We played truth and dare but walao eh their balls not big enough, so not up for the dare! siannnn hahaha.

At 7, J and I booked a cab to school, chewing green apples and still tad high on booze haha. I felt like everyone was staring at us when we walked in. ok maybe i was too sensitive. After lab, I'm esurient for food again, thus had some chinese food at Macs area to cure my craves.

After I woke up, I ate a whole packet of Kettles chips, one bowl of porridge.

One hour later, I had full meal for dinner and a cup of orange juice and ginseng chocolate!

WHY CANT I STOP EATING?

I'm such a glutton :(

P/s: Drinking makes my face looked bloated red and fat :(

i cant wait for thursday to come. eh? isnt it tomorrow?!?!?!