Take me to a riot

First day: Chatuchak/ JJ market

Coconut icecream!! <33

The best food ever

2nd day: Suan Lum Night market
Dine at my favourite restaurant near our hotel: Bug and Bee

3rd: Pratunum/ MBK

Day 4: Siam Square

cut my hair but i think it makes no difference. Neater, that is.

Chinatown

Dare to eat?

Last day: pratunum again and central world. Encountered a huge riot at MBK. Scary yet exciting haha.Will be back to Bkk very soon, miss the chicken wings and sushi.

Bangkok (B&W)

HELIPAD

SPECIAL K

Feels like strangers,turning into dust.

you're so fake you're wearing a mask

hiding your thoughts and emotions

why so difficult?

you just had to choose, maybe you did, or i dont see it

but you seemed to be going back to the same place, repeatedly

this way that way. 

I cant pretend anymore

It just shows everything

I know.

You're not alone

“Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too.”

Escapism

hello there I'm not dead yet. I'm not really suppose to blog now as I should be mugging real hard but it feels like forever since I've written something here. Besides,I'm forever having problem to start with the flip-open-your-book-and-start-memorising process and on top of that I've alr screwed up for my first paper, doesnt make any much difference if I start now or 15mins later, righttttt?(:

Soooo...It's valentine today,a day which I, a single lady don't celebrate. It feels so weird heading out to town watching couples holding hands, wearing the most beautiful dress to impress their love ones, and exchanging gifts, yes it may be a sweet thing but so overrated. idk? I rather stay at home,put on my boyfriend's top, snuggle on the bed, buy some nice dvds, cook a nice meal and that's it. okay wheatver ,that aside

This morning was spent at my friend's house, watching 7 pounds which I cried like mad, but to realize that my friend was actually sleeping soundly beside me. Zzz. The room was dark and quiet after the show had ended and again, I felt alone. I think of what happened today..I guess that sad things wil happen as soon as you're feeling like the happiest person in the world. I'm not a person who would take those scoldings to heart but when I'm alone, their harpings seemed to sound so vividly. I was scolded by not pusing in the chair, not greeting the lectureres. not calling them personally when I'm away from the meeting, placing my IC instead of nyp card during exam etc.Like wtf. Then they continued to say I'm been irresponsible, rude, immature blah blah. I find it funny how i always got caught or scolded for the most silliest things I've done., ill-mannered, poor upbringing blah bla blah? At times, it makes me really ponder, am I that bad, useless and rebellious? To me,school is such a tormentous ordeal.I want to get over it asap but seems neverending.It's like as if I'm walking on a pathway where I could see a light in front of me and when I'm trying my very best to reach out for it, a strong wind had to blow me away, further from it. I've been running from the reality more than as usual and I'm scared. Scare that the moment everytime I woke up, the things that I left behind will be back to haunt me, and that the truth will smack me hard on my face. Do someone feels the same way as I do, too?

I really look forward to go somewhere soon, like phuket/Msia/Bkk whatever. Escapism you may call it.

Brian Aubert - Well Thought Out Twinkles (Acoustic)