For the heartbroken souls out there

It feels scary how people change, for the worst or better

And everything it will surely change. 

who's the temporary? who's the permanent?

I looked myself in the mirror,my head buzzed with thoughts, a plethora of unanswerables runs through my head. It hurts.

That's why I slept the whole day. It never felt so good.

saturday! my day started out good!just came back from dental after missing the appointment for 3weeks.My teeth look so clean now!yay! and Dr Mohan said I can remove my braces in another 2 months.Actually I dont mind wearing braces forever. very good weather today,the sun is shining bright (: I met Mrs Chng and had a very hearty conversation with her for a good 30mins. She reminded me of the carefree days in secondary school whereby the whole bunch of us will nv fail to stay back in school to play netball until 8pm or so. Now in poly life, it seems like everyone is so busy with everything.It's nice seeing my sec sch teacher again, it even feels better that she rmbs me. (:

IMH posting have come to an end. 3 more weeks in SGH and I'm freeeeeee! ugh not really, cause school will be starting. I figured out I should be more serious with my life.Be serious in studying, be serious at work, be serious in my r/s. I'm almost 20, I guessed it's really important to have a goal in my life. Living life aimlessly is not what I want now. AirKneeways, IMH posting is very interesting. I got hit 3 times on my back by my patient because she thinks that I molested her.HAHA It was funny because sister had to talk to me for almost half an hour because she thinks I'm traumatized??? They are mentally unstable, what can I blame them for right? anws, I've alr tortured her whilst she's sleeping.haha! I miss my patients in IMH, hope they get well soon!

I'm meeting Berwin later for night picnic! cant waittttt. finally we are going on a date, just the 2 of us(: YAYAYAYAYYAY woohoo

I cant breathe properly these days.it's scary.

went to meet the boyz after daniel's birthday.

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RK's fattening food. shucks. should learn how to stop eating. It's like binge eating. I guess I'm sufferin from food addiction?







and yayyyy! I got myself a F1 job. awesome much? I'm so excited!!! whoophee. can see hot F1 racer. and today suppose to go Steve Aoki but I'm sure it will be super packed. Haven't been partying for a while. I miss those nights terribly.xx

Lepak

So obviously, my diet plan didnt worked out because currently I'm having my IMH posting and I tend to eat more than I should during attachment. Weighing machine is my enemy right now. I reckon I put on tremendous weight gain, again. FATZXZX.

Anyways, last week of holiday was pretty good. No madness partying and all that sort of bullshit which is actually good cause periodically, I wont be portraying a bad girl image. Lepaking around the neighbourhood, meet up friends, watched awful movies like 'gamers',drink occassionally. Life's good (:

The only problem now is that I need to save up $$$ for some decent clothes and upcoming Bali trip which hopefully we would go. and a major haircut.

To sum it up, so far things have been good. YAY. looking forward to the long weekends and meeting you

retard



dinner at elias park

 love this photo but fucking blurBrian's 19th

Marina Barrage

Ben and Jerry's chunk fest on Friday with secondary school friends(:perfect place to picnic.