a different life starts today for me.
goodnight and bye world :(

I think he knows,
I think I know,
I think you know.

How to carry on from here

12pm - dad came in my room,asked me where' my phone
1pm - dad came in again and tell me they are going out,so have to settle dinner for myself later
2pm - mum called, but too tired to pick up
2.30pm - dad called.told me someone is coming to pass me something
3pm - an unfamiliar face appeared at my doorstep but cant be bothered
3.01pm - just as I was about to lie on my bed again, teck msg me.

URGHHHHH WHY CANT YOU GUYS JUST LET ME HAVE A GOOD REST. IM SOOOOO EXHAUSTED.

So now I'm sitting in front of my com, looking absolutely stoned. hate this feeling, feel like dying already. Tired but cant sleep at all.The worst thing to wake up early is because I'll tend to eat more. Chocolates, sweet potatoes, lays. HOW TO RESIST.I hope my dad is already eyeing on that 1/2 bar of choco alr so that I wont be the one eating it.

I need to lose some wt, either by killing the worms inside my tummy or dont eat so much(which is not going to work for now. everything looked so delicious)I wondered how much Ive gained after I came back from Hk. Dont wanna freak myself out. sigh whatever,joes.

5:15pm - dad called again.walao.damn annoying leh!

Prawning!

cold weather = icereams + bbq prawns/sausages/crabmeat + alcohol + reds. awesome. I feel like I'm in batam for awhile haha. After the previous attempt with Nick and Adrian, I swore to myself not to prawn anymore cause I thought prawning is the most boring shit ever but then now heh heh, I take my words back cause I CAUGHT A HUGE PRAWN YTD woohoo and it' so fun. okay actually no, I didnt really caught it on my own. Somebody helped. but of course credits goes to me (: Reached home at 0800, concussed straight away zz. what a nice rainy day (:

miss hongkong so very much tho been there so many times. abby brought us to the peak, which is a new place to me,finally a place for sightseeing yay! It was breath taking. I want to celebrate my bday there,+ lotsa balloons . I'm craving for herbal jelly, steamboat,dimsum,biscuit rice now :/

it's insane. 

7am and im still awake. 2 hours of phone call,milo on the floor,newspaper thrown everywhere, clothes piling up at one corner and guess what 11 more hours to HK I've not even pack my lugguage yet. I guess I'll leave it to tmr cause smelly ass is sleeping soundly in my room. 

and thanks for the macdonald's breakfast.

Till then, 4 days later!

                                                  when are you going to take me away?

Different Stars

So you'd sing a lullaby to get me to sleep
So it's no surprise my eyes are never heavy
Because I've not seen you in the flesh for so long,that i'm not sure we would know each other at all

So i will hum alone, too far from you
All that i say now is nothing to you
We will lie under different stars
I am where i am and you're where you are,

you're where you are.

the red light slowly descending,

 the sky is all i see, 

it's never ending. 

The wind plays with the leaves ,

 the weather turns colder 

but when the sky is dark, 

all I want is for you to be right here with me.

National Day/Ion orchard/hunting for food/bubbletea/7eleven food/eating on a bench like as though we're having pinics/hangover at lido/lousy seats/macs/night rider to esplanade/met the rest/talk about shit,literally/home by sy's bus/gore movies/online talks/slept/out with parent/novena/ion orchard/topshop/japaneserestaurant at B1/awesome seafood salad/got lost/punggol nasi lemak/gardens/Rk house/car rides/my house for a walk to rmb/0540 home/2pills/concuss/still tired zzand 10 Aug=Happy Birthday Joe (:

dont waste your time on me cause you're already the voice inside my head.

I love summer but summer love..is going to be over soon

How could you resist electrico blue-green hair like hers
thin belt

flat sandal + cut off dress

rad demin shorts

eyeliner and a flawless complexion

watermelon nails ah so cute!

crazy rings

coolios sunnies
awesome jeans

i like this the most.tightschiffon crop top
red tank <3
and sequin bandage skirt! Hk,wait up.

The Eighteens

ok august is here whoa how time flies. By next year, I'll be 21 and the pple whom I'm hanging out with currently will only be 19 haha how damn funny. They come up to you and tell you " I dont give a hoot about age" but you dont understand, I feel old. Seems like cobwebs are crowding around my eyes when I talked to you guys. Prolly 2years of age doesnt really matter much, cause there are such things like anti-aging eye cream but then it's the frivolous and agog attitude that I'm intrigued to. I supposed when I'm 17, I didnt really enjoyed much - those emotional breakdowns, spending nights at the clubs and getting fucked by my parent were the memories I could think of. 

Now that I've got so many things in my mind, I just cant wait to complete them and by hook or by crook Im gonna get it. First thing: sign up for my bike license by this week tho mummy was like harping away.I missed out so much so much 3 years back, now it's seems so hard to catch up with the pace. I'm not gonna waste any more time. When paycheck comes, time to put another tick to my to-do-list (:

Bring me back to eighteen man baby! 

tick tick tick tick on the watch, life's too short for me to stop. oh baby, my time is running out but so here i go again,rolling on my bed.This is sick, I'm sick.

Joel's baby brother birthday at Heli

Watchmen haha!
then came adrian and nick




hello Ansley!

I had a bruise on my middle finger at the end of the night man, must be the ring,hit myself too hard haha. anyway anyway HAPPY BURFDAE TO STINKS!YAYOei Abbs.Time to study, time is running out