For the upcoming 2009

slow down

look around

breathe

BOAT QUAY

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY 

Flightless bird, grounded

This year whizzed by in a much too fast lightning speed, I hardly turned back to look at what's happening.It seems too unreal that this year have passed by so quickly. In fact, i feel like I'm still living in May/June/July, those 3 months i supposed I'm most satisfied with. I havent accomplished anything that claimed importance to me, or prolly I've no clue what's the most important.I lost myself and mind for too long, to the extend I felt empty at times.I'm still looking for the person that could fill the holes in my heart. Lately, it's getting harder and harder to breathe. 

Every day and every time I look at the clock I get sick, that wretched sinking feeling in my stomach. I can't explain why, perhaps knowing just how fast time is slipping and just how little I've done.

My new yr resolution for 08 was 'be happy'. I'm not sure if my wish did come true. But I love the times when I had fun in school, when I had someone I could talked happily to almost everyday, when my parent could understand me. However, also, I lost some friends I dont understand how and why. Perhaps I'm just a minor role in their lives.Perhaps,it's the time and distance. Or perhaps, it's both. To think of that, it's really hurtful.

I miss my friends.

Anyway, to end on a cheerful note, 4 days to 2009 YAY cant wait to see fireworks!

and enna's coming back sooooon (:

Timbre Arts House

Priscilla & her lover boy

We took tons of pictures that night. 

Food was delicious like hell. I'm hungry already.

Empty Heart

time check: 5.26am

I was home the whole day.

watching the ants crawled on my table and listening to the clock ticking by

searching for answers and finding a replacement for the hole in my heart.

I cant sleep.

I dont know what can i do because things that I've done don't excel.

Im losing myself,

or maybe I've already lost it long time ago.

C is for Christmas

Christmas is coming in 2 days time.

MERRY XMAS

NEWTON

Newton to kill our craves for spicy seafood and then to starbucks at big splash to chill.Cant wait for the pre-christmas dinner! (: (: (:

Anw, I promised I'm gonna send you guys once I know how to zip it okay! haha

you wont know what I'm aping over until you watched twilight. Besides cole mohr, this guy swept me into a vortex of frenzy.

His eyes,nose,lips,jawline,skin spells perfect. How can a vampire be so inevitably quizically- alluringly-seductively charming. Oh bite me please!

I cant wait to watch valkyrie and transformers!

ok bye & back to my new book- new moon.

Zoukout2008

I wont say Zoukout's a blast but for experience wise it's pretty cool.

Good thing about this party is :

• it didnt rain
• we've got endless free drinks
• the crowd were fun-loving
• saw keith & co and Haikal and all and were screaming like mad cause I'm super excited to bump into people I know.
• R&B for the last45 mins makes me high( so abby pls go for next yr's one okay)
• and no worries about transport.
  

Bad things:

• Have to buy the $58 tixs cause Nef's friend got screwed up getting the $20 tix.
  
• Brought my camera but didnt bring the battery. In the end when i got home I realised it's in my pouch all along.How cute! -.-
• I fell sick immediately when i got there. I was dizzy and have to squat down for good 25mins, everyone was starring. Prolly I didnt eat anything for the day.But good heavens, everything was alright after devouring spagetti which costs freaking10 bucks and did I mention that a bottle of mineral water costs $4? yea.
  
• Spell of alchohol still make me sick thus didnt drink much albeit it was free.
• Kevin got wasted in the middle of the night. He went to lie under a coconut tree and he's outta the picture for the whole night haha 
• Nef got bloody high on booze already but then he still wanna haolian drink some more. Thus, another drunkard added to the list and he's a tough nut to crack cause everyone have to take care of him esp lala, our poor nanny for the day.
• We stood at the same exact place to drink for 4 hours. Nobody wants to dance.I was super bored

But this is not gonna stop me from going to next yr's zoukout.It's gonan be a wham next year.

I just know it HAHA.

To Raj's house to drink

Welcome to Zoukout!

This is the favourite spot

11Dec - Mount Sophia, drinking & chilling out

nice catching up with you! (: next up: mustafa!

12 Dec: daddy's birthday! 

The last game of our p&f module. Albeit we're the last but  I had fun with these people!

( i dont know how come that girl is spelling her friend's armpit haha)

Dinner at aston was cheap & delicious and dessert at a shop along upp ec road. Then to fulfil my dad's favourite past time - karaoake!

glutton caight in action!

Karoake enthuiasts! 

After the dimsum at Bencoolen, my whole body feels like shit. Luckily, I suggest to shop at Topshop for awhile if not i'll nv find out that they are having Christmas promotions. The 2nd piece at 50% off how awesome is that. At least, the tiny shopping trip enlightened my mood for a tiny bit.

i feel like getting  acid wash coloured pants or gothic lace leggings hahaha( just being random) mmhmmm...

Niao Niao's Birthday

Happy birthday my friend

Here's to all the years we've shared together

All the fun we've had

You're such a blessing

Such a joy in my life

May the good Lord bless you

Ane may all your dreams come true

To be continued...

='(

Sick and broke to the brim 

ZOUK

Zirca Zoukout next week!