Letter To My Only Love

If you could read Chinese, I would write a letter to you to tell you about all the wonderful things you did.
and if I could speak Cantonese fluently, I want to spend my whole day talking with you.
There is so much so much that I want to say but time is ticking fast and I feel like I'm always not filial enough to pay you more visits.

I was in awe of you in your 90s,with your clear mind, deep wisdom, and boundless energy.Everyone likes you cause your smile is as beautiful as the sun, your heart is as big and forgiving, your touch to others, esp me is so soft and nice. I know, all my life, no one in this world can ever make me feel this way,let alone my dad or mum, can give me this kind of familiar feeling.

If you cannot walk anymore, it's okay. I'll would try to earn my every single penny to hire a caregiver for you. I would definitely NOT send you to old folk's home like what my uncle said, this i promise you. If you are afraid to stay in the hospital, I would come to see you everyday
and accompany you and listen to you and be your guardian angel. If you don't want to go for an operation, I'll respect you and tell all the stupid fools who encourage you to go through the risk to keep their damn mouth shut. So please, dont be scared, dont be apprehensive,dont cry, dont have nightmares at night, and dont say that you are dying and give up on yourself. You are 93 and still a long way to go, so stop saying you are seeing things and dont leave me now, not yet.You still have to attend my wedding years down the road. God wont take away nice people just like that. Be strong and positive cause you are going home soon, very soon.

Im so proud of you and will alwaysbe here for you.
I will miss you everyday and I know you can hear me. Im waiting for you, so get well soon.
Love.

KIDS

Joey. LOL

Ive got a lot of things to say but don't know where to start from.
let's start from HongKong/China.

This trip is horrid. .4 elderlies , my dad, mum and me.Actually,the purpose for this trip is to let my 93 and 80 years old great grandmother visit their hometown but everything is so damn screwed up that Ive reached extreme tiredness.

1) My mum went down to correct the visas for 3 times.
2)My flight is canceled due to the typhoon.
3)The next day, the flight supposed to be at 2.30pm but then it delayed until 6pm. By the time I reach China, it's already 11pm which means 2 days is gone, just like that.
4)At China,I almost got robbed on the way to the hotel and got a huge dressing down from everyone. damn fucking pissed and they talked about it throughout the whole trip. ZZZ
5)I got groped when I'm in Hongkong.
6) I spend less than 3 hours shopping throughout the whole trip.How pathetic hur.
7)I only have 3 hours each day to sleep.
8) plans didn't fall in place .
9) My mum booked stupid Jetstar this time, it's so bloody small and their service is freaking lousy.

Anyway, enough of elaborating further.The things that make me happy were only that4 bottles of liquors, getting the perfumes I wanted all along, shopping at H & M and spending time with my great grandmothers



HAHA
shuttle bus to china from Macau
Yay. huge room all by my own!!! (:China



No starbucks :(


Some Uncle from hometown
PUPPIESSSS VERY CUTE!

to hongkong

Wet market




Vava vooooom
H & M

2 baskets of clothes



Steamboat
My dad
Mongkok



Love her to bitssss <33
BYE HK
2 perfumes i brought

News

HONG KONG (AFP) - - Hong Kong issued its highest storm warning in five years Friday as Typhoon Nuri brought hurricane-force winds and heavy rain, halting trade on financial markets and shutting down most of the city.

Flights were delayed, schools and most offices closed and bus and ferry services suspended as the southern Chinese territory prepared to take a direct hit from the storm.

The Hong Kong Observatory issued the level-nine storm signal for the first time since 2003, signifying winds would intensify, and warned people not to venture outdoors.

Nuri weakened into a severe tropical storm after slamming into Hong Kong's east coast around 5:00 pm (0900 GMT) bringing winds of up to 85 kilometres (53 miles) per hour.

Dear God,I pray everyone is alright there.

Cause I had a fucking bad day.

Excitement and nervousness escalated as I alighted from the taxi. Meanwhile, my mum called me from HK to tell me that the weather there is bad so I was like " aiya, buy more umbrellas!".So happily happily shiok shiok, I sauntered to the counter and took outwhatever they need until I realised that something is very very wrong.

First, no people queuing up( make sense cause I'm quite late)
Secondly, the screen didnt have words like ' MACAU 1:45pm' and I know my flight is being delayed to 4pm cause I went to check out the flight time at the big big screen( the one at Terminal 1 )

So as I ponder, this guy approached me and tell me,

" Hi I'm sorry Miss, BUT YOUR FLIGHT HAS BEEN CANCELLED due to the thunder storm at Hk, aeroplane cant land !"

seriously, WTF! ARE YOU TELLING ME IM STUCK? (yes sadly I am)
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?
the worst day-mare of all.
hopefully, I'll get to catch my flight.
I want to see my mum and everyone :((((((((((

21

(few years back)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTINNNNNNNN!
SORRY, I'm always nowhere to be found.


and off to HK (:

Tick Tock Tick Tock

It's 4.23am , clock is ticking fast.
Ive got one more paper to go, meaning hols is starting again( not mentioning about attachments.)
I dont want to be busy , cause I feel like I'm alr losing my friends now. Am I too busy for them or am I forgotten?
Everybody have grown up, complicated minds, lesser time for friends. sometimes you just wish that you can turned back the hands of times, when everything you do is filled with laughter,when everything seems so fine.Even if you are sad, surely there will still be someone for you. Where have the innocence minds gone to?and why when i looked around now, it seems there's no one here for me anymore.

everything's solved, like finally. I need to slip away for a while.
bye.

Lies In The Sound

Be it jumping for joy or feeling miserable about it, I seriously cant be bothered.2 girls argue-ing in blog? like what, are you primary school kid? I'm being nice to give you an advice, take it or fuck it, whatever.
"F loves you? "
aw, that's nice to hear.

SO? Do i sound like I care? Did I even ask you about your r/s with him?
Your entry title should be " I'm a one freaking jealous bitch." oh yea yea, Ive got no right to comment about you but ya know what?You should know yourself, better than I do. ( now, you're gonna blog abt this and deny it eh?) Why are you so afraid of me? why are you feeling inferior? If I still like him, I would have asked him back.Do i need to wait until now? Brainless.. or what?

What do you even know about me.I left him for another guy? what evidence you got? what do you even know about my r/s with F. Compared to your r/s right now, yours is zero.and to F who is reading this(IF), I did not left you for another guy.

Last thing to add, I honestly think Ive got no rights to point fingers at you cause firstly I dont even know who you are. I barely know your name? I just suddenly received tons of peculiar sms from my friends saying that someone is talking bad about me. No wonder my eyes are twitching so much lately. ouch.

Replied: Girl's Jealousy Is A Big Thing

This gonna be long.

By coincidence, I have friends telling me about whatever things you commented about me on your blog or friendster and apparently out of curiousity, I check it out myself. Funny thing is I dont feel angry or upset, but I think it's completely an ostentatious post, something that makes me assume that the actual problem lies on you, not me, not your bf.

Well, I wouldn't deny that I did call your darling bf ( or to make things clearer, my ex -bf). But I merely asked him about ZM's birthday because I want to give him a surprise and the only way, is to contact your bf.The whole conversation held less than 3 pathetic mins, oh or maybe 1 or 2, it's too pathetic that I don't even remember. So anyway, he did a good job as a bf by not replying my sms which now I completely understand why but sadly his gf dont even appreciate this good point of his. I mean what have you got to lose? The fact is he didnt reply MY sms. I should be the one feeling affected in losing a friend. Why are you being so querulous and making a din out of it?

"Because her birthday is coming soon? because she wants you to celebrate together with her friends?" Know why you always had a row with him? It's due to your preposterous thoughts.I guessed you are in a r/s for more than 5 months now, and let me tell you this. If you always doubt him and not trust him, your r/s wont work. Come on, have a lil confidence in yourself, can you? He wouldnt choose you if he dont see anything in you right? To conclude, your so called girl instincts which your friends agreed? Are totally bullshit.

I'm very pleased he still keep my things in his room cause I'm proud to say that those stuffs I did for him is too wonderful to put it in a bin. Not to spike you, I kept photos of him too.Yea right, as if I'm gonna kiss him goodnight everyday. Don't you know what is reminiscing, what is memory? what's wrong to keep presents from his ex-gf in his room. If you really find them an eye-sore, then asked him to throw away! simple as that.

"ever since duno when also never talk already. gek gek call him duno for what lo! -.-"
I'm not that piteous to do that, thank you. I do not need his attention to 'gek gek' called him cause I DO NOT LIKE HIM ANYMORE.I reckoned the person who wrote that is bloody juvenile, to the extreme.

Seriously, what's that entry for? What are you trying to evoke? Get sympathy?Or to let the whole wide world criticize me? There's no one to blame but yourself, but embittered fool that you are now, you blamed everything on me. Look at yourself sweetheart - jealous, anger, insecurities, inconfident eats you up from inside. Him, to me is nothing but just a friend I love to keep. and I believe our 2 years r/s had ended million of years ago. So now, you should just look forward to yours and not look back. Take more time to understand him.He's a reticent guy but as times goes by you will know that his thoughts and the things he do is always the same.

anyway, goodluck in your r/s. I dont mean to be rude in whatever i say. But well if you have to think it that way, it simply show that your character is easily perceived.

Cheerios.

SMILING LIKE A KID

HAPPY, to build fake dreams.
cause fake dreams, makes me happy.
(:

Fisheye Roll x1

To my dismay, the photos turned out to be err pretty out of place, blurrish and definitely not what I've expected.Fuck, I totally ruin the first roll of film ahh i so want to scream. Sod it, the next one will be better!

*Do you guys know where to get overseas pen-pal?

Dear F,

Mistakes.

We all make them.

Sometimes if we are lucky, an eraser will do the trick, and we can rub it across the page, wipe away the dust and all that is left of our careless mess can hardly be noticed.

But some mistakes can never be erased.

When I did something wrong years ago, the word 'forgive' , somehow still doesn't exist in your dictionary. Even talking to all of you, I'm still carrying an odd sense of discomfort and wronging. I know what I've done - to shatter your heart into pieces but it's all so long ago and even there's a misunderstanding, we never bother to clear it. We've drifted apart, so far that sometimes I find it rather amazing how can we end up this way, treating each other like total strangers.

I felt really...

Sadly I think I'm the unfortunate one, there would never be an eraser for me.

Cafe Del Mar

Spending a slothful Sunday at Cafe Del Mar is a perfect way to unwind.
There's lots of Caucasian kids and they are sooooo adorable! (:
My tanning khaki .
Very unglam pictures.Im going to have more days like this, relaxing and frollicking around the beach,indulge in good food, visiting book cafe, drawing nonsensical stuffs,sitting in front of my com spending money on endless online clothes, partying once in while. Yep, this is my life I think, as for now.

You can be my alphabet and I will be your calculato

Dinner at Chinatown
DXO chilling out


Great to see you, na!
Dont leave me for Shanghai!!!